Well, is been awhile | analyticalmisery's Blog
Alex isnt more than a fb friend now a days. He and i parted ways.. Im sure it was my choice. I remember him not understanding why.. but i cant remember details. I know that I dont have ill feelings toward him. Thats how I remember people. How they make me feel. So.. I did some dating after that.. and then I was compelled to stay in and isolate. For two years I had only online relations through a website for the mentally ill. I had romantic relationships with like 10 men there. I learned a lot about myself.
I dont get suicidal anymore.. but I get kind of.. tired for life. I lack ambition. I feel I am now on an enlightened path. To put it bluntly.. which i usually refrain to do... because people just think its pretentious. Anyway.. Eckhart Tolle seems to be speaking my language these days. I should write in depth about the process. B ut I probably cant even remember it accurately so I would get a very biased story.
Im currently single having come off a 5 month relationship with a sociopath who lied to me and pretended to be in a relationship with me. It did hurt me.. but luckily I also had already started my journey to feeling better... and I handled it better than any break up in my life to this date... so far. LOL. Anyway. what the fuck ever... none of this matters.
My mood: a bit disappointed
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